Spinning in My Circus

November 12, 2013


I am lost.
Lost in my thoughts,
Thoughts of you,
Thoughts of me.
Of your smile,
how you'd laugh,
how you'd talk,
Your intense stare.
Mostly thoughts, of
our conversations.
The conversations we'd never have.
The smile I'd never see
The laughter I'd never hear
The stare I'd never receive.

Because my thoughts,
remain thoughts.
Dreams of an imaginative girl,
about a quiet boy.
So leave me be.
Leave me lost.
Lost in my thoughts,
Thoughts of you,
Thoughts of me,
Of what would never be.
8/11/2013

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